Friday, March 31, 2006


i din reply the msg as i would normally do. one gleeful feeling. coz i HECK care her. its cold war time wif 3 person!
one past case : its weird when u get to noe how someone dislike u so much when they totally haf no contacts at all. juz classmates. simple as tt. n some day out of the blue, u heard tt ur classmate is bad mouthing u for some unknown reasons. wth?! 就因为凡事我都不去计较, 觉得我好欺负是吗?!整天摆一副臭脸,对不起,我可没兴趣看!!tis is so ridiculous !!! `____________________`!!!!!
B-O-RING! i shld keep myself happy instead.
Maple spirit : be nonchalant, dun bother abt everything!!


4:02 PM||


Thursday, March 30, 2006


WTFH?!! asshole boss did it again!! she bluff me for yet the 3rd,4th time ? KB LA KNN KNS NB CBP!!! i've had it enuff. nv am i gonna work for u n see ur damn face or hear ur shitty voice again!!! tt is after i've gotten my pay. u pay me a cent less n i gonna explode wif all vulgarities hurling at u !!!!
im rli on the verge of breaking down, n here u are doin tis kinda thing to me ? for once, cant u juz keep to wad u say ?! i cried in the shop ok !! its so embarassing when customers n other shop asst saw me cry. And its all becoz of U BOSS!!! DAmn it. here i am helping u out when u are in need of more helpers... but u took for granted. u cant keep to ur promises at all! time n time again, u called me to work another day when u say tt it will be definitely be the last day, n promise.WHAT THE FCUK?! i help u out becoz of huimin ..NT BECOZ OF U. GEDDIT?!! dun take me for granted n tink tt im at ur beck of call.
IM NOT GONNA TAKE UR CALLS FR NOW ON!! i hope tt u will nv be able to employ any shop asst. coz u simply SUX. ur character tt is.


12:16 AM||


Wednesday, March 29, 2006


Dratz ! im gonna blog n ramble on n on wif all vulgarities in tis POST! Pardon me. im rli BURSTING inside out. ARRGGH!!

WHY THE HELL DO I HAF SUCH FCUKING ASSHOLE IDIOTIC BITCH SISTER!!! living under the same roof wif her is a BIG torture! damn it! i haf to face her everyday. wads more she haf tis irritable attitude/character/kb face of hers which makes it even more unbearable. wtf?! im nt obliged to see ur disgusted look ok? stop making faces , weird sounds, stomping ur feet n wadeva little actions u haf. STOP IT ALREADY!! pls la, reaching 21 already n here u are doin all those monkey actions. PUI! i hope for the WORST for u. "curse swear curse"!!! ARGGHH. i rather nt be born if i knew im gonna live wif u! tis rli sucks alot..

oh god, y let me experience the warmth n happiness at my nanny's hse. im like being treated as one of their family member. no miseries at all! juz happy n nice memories. i can feel their love n care for me. simple as tt. y cant i get tis kind of feeling at home ? I wan to live wif them instead! can i?

And oh pls, if anyone is in a bad mood or anything, then dun talk to me in msn!!! as with wad happen today wif a particular person. the feeling juz sucks, OK?! its nt as if im the one who is the cause of ur unhappiness or bad mood. pls dun show me the bu shuang attitude n make me feel guilty COZ it freaks me out n i get super irritated by all ur words.

WHAT THE FCUKING HELL IS HAPPENING !!! everything is totally wrong!! at tis moment, im rli breaking down...



12:39 AM||


Saturday, March 25, 2006


FINALLY! everything is over. went rp EARLY in the morn today for registration, photo takin n even buying lappie! din noe they provide free photo shooting . -_-!! lucky din wear ragged clothes there. Ya, so now i get to own a lappie too!! =D
I think if anybody visits my hse, they will be shocked at the no. of lappie we owned here. Make a guess of the no. of lappie i haf at hm ? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> a total of 4 !!! can open games zone here le. provides mapling! but tink no one interested in mapling le except for me. heh! >.<

after tt, went shopping tugging tt lappie ard. boy, it was super heavy lo. Wif the lappie n gadgets n the carrying case all inside the box, it can weigh up till 2kg++ !! i wonder how im gg to survive carryin the lappie to sch for 3 yrs. @_@
Sch is starting...in abt 3 wks time ? im gettin all excited n nervous the same time. i sure hope it will be a friendly envt. coz im super dan xiao!!!


5:14 PM||


Tuesday, March 21, 2006


im so sooOO amazed. amazed at my concentration n determination, most imptly "hardworking-ness" in playin maple juz to get my character lvled up. if onli i can spend more effort on my studies way back. now im suffering juz by choosing the correct or suitable path. geesh.
muz ejoy my hol to the fullest now coz sch is starting!!! eeks. tts scary, real scary. a whole new environment, a brand new feeling ....


5:40 PM||


Saturday, March 18, 2006


天啊!! i actually received a letter fr NYP...which means my appeal was successful!! but im nt rli excited or anything coz im in a state of confusion. @_@ I once told myself if the appeal was sucessful, i wld go for it, but..............
哇。。。真的好难选耶!

to go or nt to go ???????????


2:55 PM||


Thursday, March 16, 2006


went k-singing today wif beL today. we were so punctual tt they weren't officially open yet ! gate was half open onli. -_-!! it was juz the 2 of us n we sang for 3 solid hrs! nt bad. at least lesser pple still dare to sing more.haha. to me, gg kbox is abt watching mtvs n singing along wif the A/D. n nt WITHOUT the A/D. so pls ah ppl, dun off the A/D next time round >.<

On my way to kbox, i noticed tt Mac's happy meal gt the hello kitty tube toy!!!! OMG!!! i wan i wan i wan!!! anyone willing to eat happy meal wif me ? pretty pls pls pls ??? =D


11:44 PM||


Wednesday, March 15, 2006


everyone's flying off during this march hols. when will it be my turn ?! fr now till june will be a loOOOoooonggggGGG waiting process....or even worst, i've to wait till Dec ! no way im gg let tt happen. i shall whine n complaint n grudge n COMPLAINT again till i get myself onto da plane! =D
I dreamt abt him again, this time with 2morrow( the guy twins) inside. lolx. In dreamlands, all of us were so pal and there's no awkwardness at any pt of time . went kbox singing, window shpopping n ...... i 4gt ! -_-!! hahas. unlike reality, everything is so different becoz it will never happen.
But nvm, i shall slp more so as to enter my lalaland more often! zzZZ.


12:56 PM||


Tuesday, March 14, 2006


it was the end of work OFFICIALLY ytd! i hope... =X
ahh...i can finally relax and enjoy myself throughly~
some comments abt my work-- quite slack, enjoyable when there's mtv to watch, lonely stayin in a shop for hrs hrs n HRS. i will miss the chicken rice !!! its so yummy n OILY >.< !!! hiL will agree wif me i noe. hahas. =D

sales ytd wasn't tt bad. lucky for me...coz i bought those karma tissues( as xiaxue has named them) n at the last min, someone came in and bought a 29.90 tee. heh! if nt my sales for ytd would be quite pathetic.
now tt i've quit, im looking forward to lots n lots of entertainment! movies! theme parks! kbox!shopping!!! anything~!!!
this move will ensure me to stop fretting over RP or NYP >.<


12:31 PM||


Sunday, March 12, 2006


ooOOlala.....juz happy for no reason. =D off to mapling ~


8:40 PM||


Saturday, March 11, 2006


All of a sudden, i missed n craved for :

  • Roti Prata
  • Winter Melon Drink
  • Sweets
  • Chocolates
  • SCHOOL ?!!

Oh my gawd ?! i actually missed sch ? juz the thought of gg poly frightens me. its somehow lacks the feel of a sch. its totally DIFFERENT ! no sch uniform.no fixed classrm.no fixed canteen.no "teachers" coz we call them lecturers. -_-" ok fine, im worrying too much. everything's fixed and there's no way i can change it. sighz. ="(



12:07 AM||


Thursday, March 09, 2006


ok im borredd. ive read all blogs.visted all webbys. played maple. wad else can i still do ?? since there's nth more to do, i shall blog! ehh...blog wad hao leh ? o_O

Hmmz...ytd i went back to work for the sake of helping them out since the shop is seriously short handed. Man, it was superbly boring ! MTVs played were nt of my faves, no customer for the whole afternnoon and the usual funny friendly shop assistants were nt around. it was so quiet.. i almost dozed off right after starting work for nt more than 2hrs. Zzz. Lonliness+ boring-ness, 2 wicked feelings tt is so nt bearable. geesh. i made up my mind nt to work dere ever again !! but becoz of hiL, i offered to help out one more day. am i great or wad ?! stoopid! duh!

talking abt hiL, she came over my shop at ard 7? hahas...n she was like super enthu abt the shop, completely different fr sf. Sf's reaction towards the shop was like bored? sianz? lol. Both are like north south poles, diff ends.
Being the kind soul i am, i let hiL did all the stuff in the shop. wahaha. she helped me hang back clothes, serve customer by packing clothes 'nicely' into the bag n did lots of boliao stuffs like playing wif the cashier n tag price equipments. -_-" wasted lots of my receipt n price tags ok !!!

For all the days i worked there, ytd was one MIRACLE. coz i hit the sales target of 200 bucks! im so proud of myself!! ahahah. =D its either zero or hundreds. teehee. ;)


2:24 PM||


Tuesday, March 07, 2006



  • Miseries, regrets...

im seriously having second thoughts abt my choice. wads wrong with my stoopid brain ? y cant i make a choice n nt regret them. geesh. no, i shouldn't blame myself. y some poly haf tis course some dun haf?! make it equal mah. i like this poly but i like tt course. -_-" sianz.

Mechatronics engineering...the name of it makes it all clear. muz be dealing wif machines,electronics, n i heard its VERY PHYSICS ! ahh....its totally so nt me !! Why in the world did i choose this course. geesh. ARRGGH !!!!!!

Great, im behaving as thou the appeal is successful already.hahas. fretting for nth. But i cant help it. coz i made a wrong choice for the one n only appeal chance!! i mess it up. Dratz!



6:02 PM||


Monday, March 06, 2006


What a day it had been today... MASS APPEAL EVERYWHERE!!! The scene is juz like great sg sale tt comes tornading thru all polys. -_-" First stop was to sp, np den nyp..afterwhich i din go tp.. ez link no money already la. geesh. I rli do hope tt my appeal for NYP would be a success...sighx...who can grant me this wish ? I opt for Mechatronics Engineering which is like so guy stuff ? but heck! i cant be bothered anymore le..as long as i get myself into NYP, i juz have to endure everything.. Zzz.

Before leaving NYP, hil and I were like two little lost "snakes" wandering abt the sch. the campus is like so darn big n we were kinda lost... what the !! but Hurrays to us for gettin out of the sch by OURSELVES ..... like after walking one big turnabout ? -_-" hahas.

Last stop was Novena. whereby i finally gt my PAY!!! yipee yupee yupz !! =D After counting the no. of hrs i work, i seriously think tt the amt of pay i gt was nt tt correct. its 10 bucks short! DUH! 10 bucks aso wan to cheat me. sobz. 10 bucks is very impt to me...i can top up my ez link card u noe ?! so shitty lo....adult ez links cant top up 5 bucks de...arggh. so, u all shld noe the significance of wad 10 bucks can do le hor...
Now tt i haf tis little pay of mine on hand...what shld i do with it ? Hmmz....


5:27 PM||


Friday, March 03, 2006


  • Posting Day

I knew today was a day totally different from others when phone calls keep ringing early in the morn. -_-" But being the piggy i am, i was still sleeping away, nt aware of all the ringings. hahas. Sure enuff, its the posting DAY !! omg... i totally forgot abt it again. but one thing weird is tt the day b4, which is thurs, i knew fri was posting day..but somehow i forget again. pigging away in my tralala land. lolx.

Sighx...nt tt im super sad or disappointed. The course i got into is ok, but the poly ?! omg ....like so ulu lo...no one go lidat. RP leh...tell me who gt go ? sobz ! I wan enter NYP!!! Appeal ! Appeal! APPEAL!!!! its so near tt i can slp more n laze MORE on bed till im willing to get up for sch. -_-" Geesh Geesh Arrgghh ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

God bless me and sf n everyone who's appealing !!!



9:40 PM||


Wednesday, March 01, 2006


sianzzz........i wan my pay so that i can shop till i drop ! =D


6:13 PM||