Thursday, January 31, 2008
seriously, i need to learn HOW to be in control of my feelings and mood.
on the other hand, only people who are of enough weightage would be able to affect my mood T_T
sufen, save me =(
on the other other hand, i saw knight again!
back again to the other hand, my laogong really online le.
so zhun (!)
okaay...posting gibberish rubbish now.
bahh.
last day of school tomorrow.....
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
my first pool day after many many donkey yrs.
and its been so long that, i dont even know how to stay afloat.
we walked. we hopped. paddle or dno what but not swim!
damn hilarious.
hahah.
sinking is not an option too coz the pool height was 1 metre -_-
the entire medium pool was ours. shiok shiok.
PLUS, i wont forget how we hopped from one end to the other and back again.
the life guard muz be having this -_- expression.
although i think that he shld be grateful to us.
our apperance today will bring him memories --- funny entertainment of pool scenes x)
ohhh. i think we need to work out on these flabby bods of us.
or mine rather? =X
rid of all fats!
enjoyed my day.
love love ;)
its either my weighing machine is spoilt, if not then its because i lost weight!
i hope my weighing machine isnt spoilt and its indeed true that ive lost weight! ;)
ha!
today's dinner is a treat by laogong laopo.
mwakks mwakks.
sian diao. miss the 'golden hrs' by a few mins i think =(
next time will be my treat.
within the golden hrs period hor. heh =P
human relationships are so complicating.
if only it can be made simpler hur.
then everyone would be happy/sad/delighted/juz react accordingly.
oh boy.
im so sleepy that i dno what im blogging.
seems like everything has no link.
Monday, January 28, 2008
complicating. frustrating. and troublesome.
oh wow. thanks for making me know how it would be like.
aint gonna be smooth sailing, i guess? know.
conflicts and more conflicts.
lets hope i will be wrong.
but, my instinct are always near accurate...
no one bully my friend.
will hate u so.
all my dear and friends are spoiling me!
they give in to me most of the time.
even when they don't, there will still be ways to tackle somehow ;P
love to wave white flag this time, unwillingly.
self reminder: give and take.
28th is always nice to me.
juz as it makes me pek chek, i also love today !
Saturday, January 26, 2008
keep me busy.
and i won't have time to dwell on it anymore.
big fat bully is out to bully me. >(
dearie sf is there to chat with me. =)
sweetie jy is ever so concern for me. =)
s.hong the bum bum is there to console me.
cherry knight will be there to ensure i do not cry.
and my dear friends who cares for me.
loves everyone.
xoxo
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im sorry if i ignored the concern u had for me.
the least i would want to do is to confide in someone i am not close with.
if this is the outcome for retribution, i guess u must have curse me a lot.
Thursday, January 24, 2008
im so utterly, completely, absolutely hopeless.
祸不单行。
i shall await the third bad luck that will fall upon me.
no more lost phone pls. losing sth that isnt yours to begin with is such terrible feeling.
the guilt plus anxiety.
the third one. pls let it be sth that is soley my own suayness, w/o feeling guilty.
getting knock down by a car?
and u guys can visit me if im still alive, hopefully.
just not any lost items.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
not w5.
i had the tiniest glimpse of hope but the mail content totally dash it.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
dar asked me a qn before.
would i rather lose my wallet or handphone?
my ans was a definite, wallet.
at that pt of time, i was pretty sure that if i lose my hp,
i would cry my heart out.
as compared to hp, i would really rather lose a wallet with 50 or even hundred bucks.
i didnt cry when i realised my phone was lost.
i didnt cry when i was so devasted on mrt thinking abt the lost phone.
thought i am a big girl and i wont cry.
but now ...
it's really a totally different story.
=(
21 June 07 - 21 Jan 08
only 7 mths ...
Monday, January 21, 2008
when sth dreadful actually happens, will we get to know our feelings for it.
and i din realise it when i walked out of school.
how fucking careless-absent minded-dumbass-idiotic-stupid can i get.
of all mass sent email to students regarding lost item.
how many actually get their lost stuffs back.
not many i guess?
the girl who took my hp turned it off.
how abt telling me straight that my chances of getting the hp back is zero?
then i would stop doing foolish no outcome acts like calling repeatedly to my own phone.
Sunday, January 20, 2008
forced to do a lil spring?summer?? cleaning ovr the weekends.
totally not in the mood to do any cleaning/tidying when period is here.
anw its over.
din do much cleaning too. was feeling damnn lethargic & moodless.
i was clearing past papers.
all maths n science papers were of super jialat failing grades.
=X
THEN! i saw sth that makes me 哭笑不得 -_-
saw this paper that has a GOOD! comment on it.
was thinking to myself, "wow! wad paper is this? i scored so well!"
TURNS OUT,
IT WASNT MY PAPER LA!!!
chou sufey. why is ur paper with me huh?!
to think i was still so proud of myself for a moment ...
-_-"
Saturday, January 19, 2008
close ones . dear ones. bestie. EVERYONE! is ignoring me!
bz. bz. and more BUSY! ='(
hmph! shall not bother u guys anymore!
if not i will 哭死。闷死。气死。
but before u pple can make me so piss off till it feels so shitty,
LA pain will kill me first.
Thursday, January 17, 2008
i know im supposed to be mugging damnnnnn hard for tml's UT
but 9pm show was simply damn exciting leh!
how come in shows/drama, those traid society da ge alw so shuai one hur?
like the guy in 斗鱼。郭品超 u know.
so tall! i so like tall tall guys! haha.
back to the 9pm show.
jin long has this really cool scene.
but i prefer mr tay ping hui to have his role coz he's taller & more macho &&&...
talkin abt that, i think i have a photo taken with him too!
hohoho.
anw! back to what i wanted to say. jin long was damn zai!
biao shu told jin long that he had prepared a quality coffin for him and in turn jin long asked him : have u prepared one for urself too?
and BANG! biao shu was shot dead.
LOL! one word: shuai!
ahahah... am getting a lil overly excited.
ive gt a lolli from knight !
=)
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
everyone loves alvin and the chipmunks!
esp theodore right!
=D
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
it's only juz the previous post when i mentioned about my ba zi clashing with the guys.
then i met last last sem guys today! whole gang somemore -.-
asshole sia.
like kallang wave effect, they keep calling me CT.
those who dno what CT is? im not saying anything~
but i love being with them! coz days and lessons would alw be fun and funny ;)
one of the best class i had. the best i would say!
and its with them that im able to spend nights out away from home 2 times!
andd...chou sf y u nv online. i wanna tell u more! lol
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wanted to dedicate one long post of scolding & cursing.
coz of one random auntie i met. her attitude ah, makes me wanna hop mad till i feel like slapping her right in the face!
but being e sweet lil girl i am ... *PUKES*
i shall cut it short alright?
short short will do =D
what happened was nth big.
but becoz of her cb attitude, i almost got into an argument with her -_-
they alw say. customers are always right?
not that im trying to find excuses.
even so, ive not done anything wrong in the first place.
she mistook my conversation with my sis for my orders and blame it on me.
wtf? i wasnt telling her my orders yet!
after which, she gave us this super attitude face and still dare to raise her voice at me!
not happy. i answered her back in an even louder voice.
gahh. im so fcuking pissed off by her! *RAWRS
oops. seems like this is qt a long one too.
cant be help know!
will get v agitated while typing and recalling on what happened =X
IM HAVING TERRIBLE ITCHING TO GO SHOPPING!
have the money. have the time.
& the best thing is? no one's free T_T
Monday, January 14, 2008
gahhh!
i seriously think that my ba zi clashes with the guys lo!
i suspect hor they have this abnormal thinking of deriving happiness from bullying me -_-
w/o fail. every sem. every class also have! -_-"
hurhur.. do i look like some kinda nooby toy?!
haha.
it's a 2 way kinda thing actually.
coz if i din di siao them first, they also wun come disturb me.
and today, i think i made teddy? teddi? soft toy classmate bonkas by asking him to explain many many things to me.
hohoho.
juz his luck that im sitting beside him =P
and then and then.
there's this assholic barneyy that came along and say im fat >(
he refuses to give me my hotdog bread somemore! T_T
my dear jiaaa! pls eat more more okayy.
if nt i muz stand far far away fr u. cannot stand beside! lol.
and since i cant curb my nonsensical random cravings, u muz eat more! ^^
gonna curb my random eatings again !
can i juz stab u or sth.
goshhh. avoid also cannot.
some pple juz dn get it dn they?
im probably thinking too much.
but i juz like being mean can?
if i define u as irritant, i wun be courteous.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
did a 11 pages palm reading tickle just now.
in the end, the analysis they gave was so short!
*pffts
the circled part sounds qt true thou!
and during the time i was concentrating so hard on my test,
my lonesome crazy lg keeps talking [disturbing] me -_-
that's how boliao we were she was!
haha.
halfway thru, this thing pops up again!
my crappy convo with her is alw so damn long that i keep seeing this!
3 weeks .
doesnt seem like a long period of time ..
but FIRSTLY we hafta see what that 3 wks is referring to.
Eg; 3 wks of school is long whereas 3 wks of hols is short!
school is so totally boring and draining of energy.
the lack of slp is making my head hurts and im probably having pms toooo.
warggghhh.
weekends not enough to make up for my lack of slp!
*grouchy >(
Thursday, January 10, 2008
10/01
first ever, most fcuk up, rj, that got me so pissed off.
i re-wrote it 3 times at least.
and i think it's still wrong!
goodness.
on a lighter note!
i feel so touched today!
having all my team members taking turns and explaining stuffs to me repeatedly.
even the one whom i thought we wouldnt get along well or dislike me or bla bla..
thou i think they muz be cursing me inside.
im like a super incredibly dumb girl.
after repeated explanantions by various pple including faci,
i still couldnt get it!
even im speechless at my stupidity -_-
alr resigned to the fact that im hopeless in studies.
the situation today is juz like sec4 days.
when all kinda subject teachers finally noticed my existence after knowing my horrifying failing grades throughout. lol!
got so freaked out when faci insisted that i do explanations on rate determining step.
whole class was waiting for me...
wah.
almost got an heart attack T_T
oh and i got a treat fr s.hong the househusband.
thx! =D
ok.
need my slp already!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
met 3 gf's today!
nope, not my girlfriends.
guy friends.
omgomg/ like how long din see them alr!
and 2 of them saw me first.
i din notice them at all (!)
eyes ta stamp -_-
boy, am i glad to meet them hur =)
Monday, January 07, 2008
first day of schoooooool....
in yr 2008....
was not so bad. so so. lol
was crazily sleepy but i didnt fall asleep!
*beams
needa give my body clock some time to adjust for morn wake-ups right?!
past few wks have been sleeping till 12-1pm daily before im willing to move my fatty body off da bed!
nevertheless, still managed to wake up at 7am today.
even earlier than my normal sch days wake up time.
haha.
oh wells. it has alw been like this for me.
first wk sch after a long break will be early.
after which is heck liao ;D
connection in sch today was damn sucky.
msn keep signing in out in out, if not hang.
acess to websites also lagg.
symantec window keep popping up to clear viruses/spyware in my com T_T
sot de lor _-
that's not all!
went home to find out that lift wasnt working again! knn.
buildings under construction/revamp are hateful
* rawrrs ^!$$!#^@$%
tuesday lessons are dreadful...
geesh.
my 2008 aint gonna be good afterall =(
Sunday, January 06, 2008
home internet is damn laoya now -_
i hafta refresh & refresh before getting to any websites!
typing of words also slow one beat! >9
blergghh. sucky connection. laoya pok!
Saturday, January 05, 2008
went for dinner with sis n fren.
the youngest gets to decide which place to eat.
which is me! (f1)
and i din know there's ichiban over at suntec!
hohoh.
sooooo, w/o a doubt, my choice is?
i love jap food over at ichiban boshi! <3
din get to shop much thou.
was pretty late when we met up at suntec.
not forgetting one of my principles in life, having things to buy during a shopping trip is a must. else i would be pissed & go into a super black mood. ha!
miraculously! i still managed to get a top plus some random stuffs fr watson & muji ;)
geesh. my money alw flies before i officially start sch T_T
and my sis owes me tweleve bucks!
salmon don bowl.
sufey would drool at this again righto?
juz look at the no. of slices!
can eat until shuang shuang.
doesnt appeal to me thou.
i only love cooked salmon. heh =D
it sure looks pretty hur?
lookie at that rose look alike salmon.
`lil ms greedy is fat again.
but i had a nice dinner. whees~
bb's bday today!
will be attending his bday celeb ltr on in the day.
cant wait to see him! <3
Thursday, January 03, 2008
ive come up with 08's resolution.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
the below aint a news that's worth rejoicing anymore.
coz the next one is deadly.
enough to make one have instant depression.
feel like crying. not anymore =)
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so school starts next wk?
that means i have 5 more days to 赖床!
out on the last of 07 day with sufey lg.
went for a super duper post/shifted/delayed/ postponed donuts date,
that i ask to accompany for, since mths ago -_-
notice anything special in how we ordered our donuts?
one's a plate with fillings & the other is hollow!
and i din realise that until sufey pointed out T_T
guess which plate belongs to who ne?
chiang! chiang! hollow ones are mine!
cityhall is so big a place!
we roamed fr suntec to cityhall to raffles link/city? .
spent the whole noon + evening + night over there.
had a totally fabtabulous/laughable/fun filled day!
- chit chatting session during the long bus journey ride.
its seems juz like gg excursions during my pri/sec sch days! <3
- stealing eating her portion of donuts openly! haha.
- At this fashion: tryin clothes in pretense but was actually chit chatting & using full length mirror.
- trying out all sorts of tester products fr guardian to watson to body shop
- that super funny incident at body shop.
there's so much that happened. i cant list them all out T_T
oh 1 more!
we keep walking in opposing flows.
when the crowd walks in <-- this direction,
we would walk in --> direction among them. lol
haha. 2 anti parties.
blame it on lg. she has no sense of direction.
im juz a guai kiddo following her ;P
this's our red ruby for our after-dinner dessert.
horror of horrors!
the incredibly big crowd.
and this is just 1/100 of it?
bet there's at least 1/4 of sg population out in town! lol
home sweet home!
love my les/gay/laogong/dear!
=P
OH WAIT!
most pple have new yr resolution.
mine's new yr wish.
resolution can wait till i think of them. heh
can i have that 20 inch tigger over at MINI TOONS PLS?
