Saturday, February 28, 2009
finally dl maple again.
wanted to find gf.
turns out it was tendou using her acc.
juz as well. perhaps it's an indication tt i shouldnt spread my emo-ness ard.
talked to him awhile and he kept disturbing me.
scolded him back asking him to stfu.
i guess guys can take vulgarities well? no grudges or anything.
felt a lil better talkin to him till i realised sth missing.
the mesos.
wtf ?
not that i care abt it since im not playing maple anymore.
but it's the fact that some f**kers came along to hack the acc.
unbelievable.
已经够糟糕了，
yet i chose to log in maple at this time to add on to my moodiness.
how dumb.
chase off my gloominess pls.
Friday, February 27, 2009
i dn like e way pple do that to me,
yet it happened again and again.
i dn like my things to go missing.
i dn like pple to ask me would i rather lose this or that.
yet it happened.
i dunwan to be a fuck up person getting upset over the slightest things
but it still happened.
im so terribly low in spirits nowadays.
is it pms or this is me.
it's been going on for so long i feel darn uncomfortable now.
so full of flaws. cannot grow up personality.
can anyone still accept this?
我真想大哭一场。
为了什么，我也不知道。
莫名其妙吧。
Sunday, February 22, 2009
dno if its due to mens coming.
but appetite gt big again.
and there's the annoying pimples appearing.
i wanna eat manhattan.curry.steamboat 
our handsome leader juz sent me one v sweet best friend wk msg.
and then i was happily mass forwarding to all my bestie out there w/o realising that the sms was 5 pages long!
and guess what i did T_T
i cancelled those tt haven got sent out.
damn jian i know.
but bo bian!!! its only 22nd feb.
imagine 10 being sent out.
is not 10 but 50 sms at one go. hoseh man loll
so now im left with less than 15 sms .
imagine what happens if i din cancel sending in time.
my mum will nag abt my phone bills then nag abt me jobless :S
wo shi ai ni men de ok!
hahahah now i wonder whose the one who gt an uncompleted version of the sms.
Friday, February 20, 2009
finally manage to fall asleep immediately ytd night.
insomnia started right after e day school ends.
total home staying totally retards de lifestyle.
my body doesnt know when's the right time to slp at all.
went to cck fish spa with kw,val,jeremy,yr,zy and rachelle ytd.
the short bus distance to and fro to the fish spa place sure brought back the excursion feeling juz like primary sch days!
it was really a lovely noisy afternoon spent w them (:
i have been talkin abt it to dearies whom i can trust my heartfelt feelings with.
its time for me to stop thinking abt it anymore.
to stop with all the guiltyness.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
im so sorry.
for being the cruel person i am.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
august 28.
You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever.
Your Love, You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart.
Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.
if my love were to be like this, i rather be single.
Monday, February 16, 2009
lazy.
lazy to search for jobs. lazy to go out. lazy to do anything.
my sis alw wonders why im a snake and not a pigg -.-
yea anw vday's over.
e street was filled with couples.
had sufey lg for company. loll thou i know u wish for ERHEM.
dno if he had stm or what.
the sms came late so fakes i guess
juz played along bit =/
i think im kinda bad.
sms him only when im bored.
threw tantrums when he didnt reply my msn/sms.
hi lg! im stuck with u forever loll =P
Monday, February 09, 2009
last day of CNY!
funny how i alw cant seem to find a pair of shoes tt i like at the other 350 days,
but alw during cny period! diao -.-"
cny period cannot buy shoes de lor! pek chek.
nvm tml can buy le.
din really sum up e whole cny money
but as usual e most came fr lao pa.
and mummy this yr dno why gave us one each too.
normally its juz fr dad.
this was chu qi. on our way to 六叔公 hse.
and everyone (except my mum haha)wore yellow tops.
talk abt being in tune hahaha
i think my job enthusiasm comes n goes super quickly.
no news since then.
hurhur. cfm dunwan me le lo.
suan le. treat it as hols period then.
i can still survive on ang baos money wad! HAHA
and there seems to be sale again everywhere.
finally bought myself a wristlet. been looking for one since v long ago zz
gt it fr m phosis plus their store's having 50-70% discount 
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
* hahahaha omgggggg i got a call too! *squeals (:
today woke up to yet another unearthly hour. not 4.05pm. extreme opposite.
7.40 AM when i only managed to fall asleep at 3+am -.-
weird sleeping habits i developed.
madness luhh if this carries on
i feel so deprived of sleep but i cant get to sleep
anyway it mus be a good day cause my jiaa gt a call for interview!
woohooo.
good news for her early in the morn.
i think it will take awhile for me before anyone get back to me.
sotong me makes mistake even juz by sending resume.
it's the dumbest thing T_T
